HANZKY

Azzura Malika, born on November 10 2011 :). This picture was taken about 12 hours after her arrival to this world. Such a beautiful baby, isn't she? I could just sit next to her all day and stare at her :).





I'm proud of my sister too for her uneventful pregnancy. Quite surprised that she went through everything effortlessly, from the sudden water broke when she was in Ancol to the painful induction process without epidural. I cannot believe my baby sister is now a mom!

Oh wow..a little more than a month into the new year. Where did the time go?

So many things happened during these last two months. Be it in business, family or personal issue. It's been one emotional ride. At times it was exciting, encouraging, the next day it was frustrating, time consuming and energy draining. So many party involved, so many meetings and emails being exchanged, so many documents need to be verified.

Last week was quite a turning point. I experienced 24 hours of hell!! But hey, I always believe that nothing is coincidence. Things always happen for a reason and that relates to a bigger scheme of things. So yes, I tried to see it as an expensive lesson because sometimes we just have to learn the hard way. I used the moment as a tool to reevaluate everything, to examine why things happen the way they did, to have a moment to reflect which eventually lead to self development and improvement.

It was definitely a reality check, made me even more realize with what I have been blessed to have and experience. It really is unfair if I don't give it my all and strive to like like it's my last day. I've always thought I'm one grateful individual. Turned out, I too have moment where I lose my balance. At least it's humbling to know that I'm only human after all, need to stay alert and make sure my guard is always on.

Cannot be even more thankful now. Let's go back to basic and move on!

I dreamt about you last night. It was probably the third time you appeared in my dream since you've been gone. I remember I was ordering a cup of coffee at Monolog when you just magically popped up. I screamed in delight, couldn't believe what I saw before my eyes. I think I hugged you and immediately thought of the questions I had been meaning to ask. I took a seat and waited for you ordering your coffee and then you dissapeared :'(.