I'm not a bitchy person, I think I'm pretty tolerant when it comes to people shortcomings, but today..I couldn't hold it anymore...I.s.n.a.p.p.e.d o.u.t!!. Like really mad for a good 1 minute, I was screaming and feeling like throwing everything on my sight...:(. It's scary, you don't want to see me go crazy like that, even I scared of my self because I don't sound or look like my self. I didn't lost control but I could if I really let it out. Good thing I was carrying Jehan so I had to watch my way around afraid I might hurt her.

I'm sorry, I didn't mean to scare you or anything, but I just wanted to make a point, to wake you up from your hopeless days, hoping  you can turn things around and make something worthwhile out of your time because you need to, and you have to, for your own benefits, for your own future.