Okay, i'm sitting here in my computer desk, struggling to do my research project, but of course..unsuccessfully.! i miss my nduti and now i have this idea on my mind about marrying him, hehehe....!. you think i'm just kidding, don't you? you won't believe that i actually have done some head way on planning the big thing..=), i talked to my mom the other day, and i said to her about my plan to get married with nduti next year..=), and she agrees with that, even though i know that doesn't mean she will go running around finding me a wedding gown next week..*grin*..hehe, she just said okay but of course there are things that needs to be put into consideration before making such a huge commitment. She suggested me to pray like this.."Ya Tuhan, tolong dekatkan lah kami kalau dia memang jodoh saya, dan tolong jauh kan lah kalau dia ternyata bukan jodoh saya.."..


well..let me tell you something mom....i did pray like that for like hundreds times when i was in Perth...and now i'm here with him, closer than ever...=), so i hope that's a sign from God. And..since that line of pray does not work for me anymore...i found a new one..


"Ya Tuhan, kalau dia memang jodohku, dekatkanlah...

Tapi kalau bukan jodohku, jodohkanlah....

Kalau dia memang bukan jodohku, jangan sampe dia dapet jodoh yang lain selain aku...

Kalau dia jodoh orang lain, putuskanlah!, jodohkanlah dengan ku....

Amin...".

hahaha....