HANZKY

whenever it's freezin outside, my ears are the one that's affected the most..i really need some ear plug or something..!. Pheww, i'm done for today's assignment..i don't care anymore if they are all far from perfect...i did my best..and dendre has done his best too. The website is pretty cool tho, i think that's the perfect one among the other stuff..hope Dr. Bruner will like it..it'll be awesome if we could put some sound on the website also actually..but there is no way we could do it with such a short period of time.


My exam today was okay, i didn't study that much but i think i did okay..but i was pissed off that i changed one of my answer because i look at the answer sheet that belongs to the girl who sits next tome..and when i get out of the class and i checked the answer with my notes..damn, my first answer was the correct one. isn't that

stupid..? How come you trust other more than you trust yourself?


I'm talking to azelin in yahoo messenger right now...it is so sweet to talk to an old friend who was once really close to you, well..lin is not just a bestfriend, she's more like a sister to me..and i still feel close to her..even though we don't really talk a lot..(now is the first time i talked to her since a few months ago)..we're still close at heart. The way i look at it..she's like a resemble of an angel..i mean, that girl does not have a mean bone in her body..she's supernice!.


i guess i talk to you later, i need to clean up my room since it's messy all around...

whenever it's freezin outside, my ears are the one that's affected the most..i really need some ear plug or something..!. Pheww, i'm done for today's assignment..i don't care anymore if they are all far from perfect...i did my best..and dendre has done his best too. The website is pretty cool tho, i think that's the perfect one among the other stuff..hope Dr. Bruner will like it..it'll be awesome if we could put some sound on the website also actually..but there is no way we could do it with such a short period of time.

My exam today was okay, i didn't study that much but i think i did okay..but i was pissed off that i changed one of my answer because i look at the answer sheet that belongs to the girl who sits next tome..and when i get out of the class and i checked the answer with my notes..damn, my first answer was the correct one. isn't that
stupid..? How come you trust other more than you trust yourself?

I'm talking to azelin in yahoo messenger right now...it is so sweet to talk to an old friend who was once really close to you, well..lin is not just a bestfriend, she's more like a sister to me..and i still feel close to her..even though we don't really talk a lot..(now is the first time i talked to her since a few months ago)..we're still close at heart. The way i look at it..she's like a resemble of an angel..i mean, that girl does not have a mean bone in her body..she's supernice!.

i guess i talk to you later, i need to clean up my room since it's messy all around...

i'm doing my objective three for my research class..there is only one word for this project..boring. I should have taken only this one class for the whole semester, i mean seriously..this class is so so so much work that i feel like i could do better in my other class if my time is not so consumed by this class.


I just got back from Great Shape..the fitness center to get cathy signature for the client approval form, and i also went to the arena to buy the tickets for saturday game. Mbak Titi just called and she invited me to have dinner (it's actually buka puasa) in her house this friday..cool, i sure could use some more indonesian food..hehe. I'm not fasting today by the way..*shame on me*...


well, that's all..i need to finish my project..i'll get back to you in a little while..=)

Okay, i'm sitting here in my computer desk, struggling to do my research project, but of course..unsuccessfully.! i miss my nduti and now i have this idea on my mind about marrying him, hehehe....!. you think i'm just kidding, don't you? you won't believe that i actually have done some head way on planning the big thing..=), i talked to my mom the other day, and i said to her about my plan to get married with nduti next year..=), and she agrees with that, even though i know that doesn't mean she will go running around finding me a wedding gown next week..*grin*..hehe, she just said okay but of course there are things that needs to be put into consideration before making such a huge commitment. She suggested me to pray like this.."Ya Tuhan, tolong dekatkan lah kami kalau dia memang jodoh saya, dan tolong jauh kan lah kalau dia ternyata bukan jodoh saya.."..


well..let me tell you something mom....i did pray like that for like hundreds times when i was in Perth...and now i'm here with him, closer than ever...=), so i hope that's a sign from God. And..since that line of pray does not work for me anymore...i found a new one..


"Ya Tuhan, kalau dia memang jodohku, dekatkanlah...

Tapi kalau bukan jodohku, jodohkanlah....

Kalau dia memang bukan jodohku, jangan sampe dia dapet jodoh yang lain selain aku...

Kalau dia jodoh orang lain, putuskanlah!, jodohkanlah dengan ku....

Amin...".

hahaha....

so happy right now..feel so relieved and no pressure at all. The reason is because i'm done for the week, i just took my research test..i think i handled the multiple choice questions okay, i'm not sure about the essay part tho..not that bad i hope..*i need those 40 bonus points*, beside that..i'm happy because i got 93 for my finance quiz...yey...=), i'm also happy because i talked to debbie last night about ASAF and i told her that it's better for me to quit...she was okay with that..i guess, well she was just smiling and telling me not to worry..she said she's not mad at me or anything..so that means she's cool right ? *i hope she's telling the truth*?. Oh yes so i don't have to go to all of the meetings and don't have to bother about the activities and all that..if they have an event and if i can come i can come and if i can't..no pressure...oh that's so wonderful. Especially since they have a general meeting right now and i'm so not in the mood to participate..hehe.


Another reason why i feel so happy is because tomorrow is friday..and i'm going to see my nduti..=), i'm not sure if i only spend the weekend over there or i make it straight till thanksgiving..we'll see!.


I just cleaned up my room a little bit..can't believe how messy it was. Now i'm updating klikmarketing here and there..i love my klikmarketing and i don't want to just leave it like that..i want to maintain it and update it as often as i can. There are still people visiting the site anyway.


What else yaa..oh i called my mom last night..around 2 in the morning..she wasn't home..i just wanted to ask about the package i sent from here the other day, i tracked it on the website..it's said it has arrived in Jakarta, i hope the post office folks does not mess around with my package cos i read in kafegaul forum that a lot of people complaining about jakarta's post office, most of them get their package stolen and they actually change it to some illegal stuff so that they can charge them or fine them. that's pathetic..! I hope my package gets there safely..untouch!


Anyway, i met martha on the way back from school this afternoon and she told me she cooked rendang today and asked me to have dinner with her...hehe...my pleasure martha..=)

I'm at school now..in rehn hall computer hall..my class won't start for another 45 minutes..i don't know what to do..so i decided to just messing around with this. lately i'm running out of idea what websites to visit..i just got bored to see the same thing over and over again.

Anyway, i just had quarter pounder for lunch..it sure is make my stomach full. You know how i've been thinking about resigning from ASAF right..? Well i finally decided to tell debbie this afternoon in the student center..i was waiting in there..a bit nervous...but she didn't show up..ohh..it makes it even harder for me to wait any longer...!. I don't know how is she gonna react after i told her this..i hope she's cool with it..i mean..it's not gonna make any difference without me or with me right..??..

Aan called me last night..i can't believe she's leaving in a matter of days..and leaving for good!. well life hasn't been treating her well since she's been here...so she decided to go home. I'm actually a bit sad if i'm thinking about the fact that she's going home for good..e.i hope things will be back on track for her..i wish you the best of luck ya an..and i'm gonna miss you a lot.

Hmm..you know what..mina is getting married this january..waw..i can't believe that...i can't believe that she finally get what she wanted. You know when we were in high school..she always talked about how she wished to meet her guy once she got to college..and got married and just stay with him for the rest of her life..wow...! And that's happen like exactly how she wants it to be..! She met a guy not long after she started her college life..and right now they are busy arranging their wedding..!. Oh my god..i'm so happy for you mina..wish i could be there on your wedding day.....=).

What else yaa..i don't know what else to talk.... U2 is coming to st.louis and dendre is dying to see the concert but the thing is..the ticket is sold out like..an hour after they first open the ticket window..wow...most people even lining up the night before they sell the ticket. So..i guess we won't go to see the concert then......poor nduti...i hope like we can find a way somehow at the last minute..=)..amin ya nduti.

 Sometimes i don't understand why people tell lies..to make them looks better? to make people appreciate more? to make people think they're high class and all that..? i just don't get that...just be yourself and if you are a good person...people will like you no matter what kind of cars you are driving..what kind of social cliche you're from and all that...you don't have to make stories up..*sigh*

wow, it's been a while since i've been here..more than a month i guess, i've been meaning to stop by here and dish some of my thoughts..but..i don't know..it's not like i don't have enough time..i always online anyway, it's just..i can't just log in and start typing...i think i need to be in the specific mood or something. It's weird..i think i kind of scary to open up about my self..not that i'm afraid somebody will find out because no one's know this address, but..it's just kinda scary to me to figure out about my self, to dig out my feelings and all that..it gives me this eerie feeling whenever i start writing in here....what's wrong with me??. I hope this just because i don't write here regularly...i guess i'll have to make it a habit to come here...

Mom called and guess what...we talked about me..about me and nduti, about my plan and all that...i forgot how it started, the conversation just flow like that. Yupe, i told her that i think i've found somebody i wanna be married to and that i wanna do it soon..maybe in a year or two ..the faster the better. She said that if that's what i want..she's fine with that..but she said she needs more time to get to know nduti and his family better..she knows that they are nice and all that..but that's not enough you know, we're talking about a long life relationship here and if i get married with him that means he's gonna be my mom's son and vice versa. She also said that what she really wants is for me to have a man who is a good muslim, knows a to z about islam and implement the religion on day to day basis, she said that if he is obedient to the religion then it will guarantee him to be a good man for his wife and for the family. Nduti..i guess you know what to do now..!!..hehe..

huh..i have finance quiz tomorrow and i haven't even started..i know i'm a proscastinator..big time proscastinator. i'm so happy with my finance class..i got 83 for the second exam...yey..=)...i know i know..that's after a whole lot bonus points..but still...!.I had 2 exams today and i didn't do good..i got 80 for both of them...mktg 329 and mgmt 318. I think i'm fine with mktg 329..i think i can get an A out of this class..but for mgmt 318..hmm..i thought i could get an A easily..but then the test is actually getting harder and harder and i barely make it to class..! I need a 92 for the last test so i could get an A overal..i hope i can make it..i just need to be more prepared!.

Hmm..what else..i had a lot in mind last week..from my annoying toothache to ASAF and else...!. .i can go on and on about all this...i gotta brush my teeth..and decide what i'm gonna do after that...is it better to sleep early and wake up early tomorrow to study for my quiz..or..study till late and wake up close to 9..?..hmm..i don't know..i think i'll go with option number 1...hehe..seeyaa!