HANZKY

You and I are connected in a way that goes beyond romance,..

beyond friendship, beyond what we've ever had before.

It has defied time, distance, and changes in ourselves and in our lives.

And it has defied every explanation except one:

purely and simply, we're soulmates.

I can't explain it, i just feel it.

It's there in the way my spirit subtly lifts whenever we talk,

how the sound of your voice brings me home in a way I can't explain.

it's in the delight I feel when we laugh at exactly the same things.

When I'm with you, it's like a tiny part of the universe shifts into the place it's supposed to be,

and all is right with the world

These things, and so many more, have made me understand

that this is a once-in-a-lifetime, forever connection

that could only exist between you and me.

And deep in my soul,

I know that our relationship is a rare gift, one that will bring us an extraordinary happiness all through our lives.


Hope we can make it to the end ya ndut.

with love,

You and I are connected in a way that goes beyond romance,..
beyond friendship, beyond what we've ever had before.
It has defied time, distance, and changes in ourselves and in our lives.
And it has defied every explanation except one:
purely and simply, we're soulmates.
I can't explain it, i just feel it.
It's there in the way my spirit subtly lifts whenever we talk,
how the sound of your voice brings me home in a way I can't explain.
it's in the delight I feel when we laugh at exactly the same things.
When I'm with you, it's like a tiny part of the universe shifts into the place it's supposed to be,
and all is right with the world
These things, and so many more, have made me understand
that this is a once-in-a-lifetime, forever connection
that could only exist between you and me.
And deep in my soul,
I know that our relationship is a rare gift, one that will bring us an extraordinary happiness all through our lives.

Hope we can make it to the end ya ndut.
with love,

Agh, i'm so hungry and i'm starving for some house special chicken for kahala. I called them up just now but they said they only do delivery for orders more than $10, damn...a house special chicken and fish ball soup only cost me around $6..so..what should i get with the four dollars justify?..no luck on kahala, so i just called sam's cafe and orders shawarma chicken, sam's cafe will still deliver it to you even if you only orders a $2 worth of subs.


I'm chatting with dendre now..he's making some martabak mie..it sure tastes good. You know dendre and i are using web cam now so we can see each other while chatting..hehe, that's cute don't you think? so we can see each other everyday!


Today, when i had lunch at the student center, i browsed around the university bookstore's card section..i was looking for a card for hana's birthday and then i came accross with this really awesome card..all of the words in there are just exactly the duplicate of my feelings and what i think of our relationship. ..even tho i don't really like the layout and the color (it's just too cheesy) but i thought i could use another card and copy some of the words and re-words that a little bit. I don't know when i'll give him the card tho..maybe some times soon..!. Okay, i'll write down what the card says in the next entry.

i don't feel well tonight, i've been sick since last wednesday, man..last wednesday was terrible. I didn't eat the whole day till late in the afternoon...and then i ate noodle once i got home..*smart idea, huh*..that made my stomach really sick and i didn't feel well at all when the night came..but then carson called to have a group meeting and do the mktg 438 homework..i knew i wouldn't be able to figure all of the answers by my self so i said okay i'll be there. And..things just got worse in the library...i felt like throwing up the whole time but i handle that okay i guess. But you know..by the time i stepped on my room..i began throwing up. My body was shaking, my head was so dizzy that i thought i was about to pass out. So i just lied down on my bed, pour some minyak kayu putih..and just took some rest. But after an hour of lying down..(i couldn't fell asleep), i felt like throwing up again so i ran quickly to the bathroom but i couldn't make it there, i mean..i could make it to the bathroom but i couldn't hold it till i get to the bathroom..so my carpet was just covered with all those dirty stuff that came out of my mouth (yikes).

So, since then..i still haven't felt better..i catch a cold right now..i ve been sneezing like every second and my throats is just itchy...oh my god, this is not fun at all. I took some medicine that i bought at walgreens but it seems does not work yet.

Despite all that, i had a really nice and fun weekend. Dendre came here friday night..and he gave me a card...it was so sweet of him..thank you ya nduti....the cards says like this...

"HONEY, can't wait to hug you...for a good long time, can't wait to squeeze you..because you're mine...can't wait to kiss you ...........and if you don't mind..can't wait to get my hands on your behind.."..

huehehehe.. and he draws like a cute smiley face..e. Makasih ya nduti...:)

Ben called me earlier..and he said that he really loves it to see us...he said that we both are really good for each other and we just seems like a very good couple..you know..always happy to be together and cherish every moment together...! ..:)

On friday night..dendre and i didn't go anywhere except to eat at kahala..and his fried rice didn't turn out that good like it always been. Oh..i guess we went to walgreens too to buy some medicine for me..dendre wanted to play pool with ben at 11 actually but he was just too tired.

Saturday, we went to jonesboro to pick up vero..and then we went to marion mall, i really wanted to buy things so badly but it just seems that i couldn't find the one i like, and when i did find the one i like...they didn't have the size for me. But i'm still eyeing at the boots ..maybe i'll get that later..sometimes next month or end of this month. University mall was our next stop after that, and i did buy some things from famous barr, just 2 football jackets..for 9.99....and i bought a black pants also, it's actually a bit longer for me..i have to figure out what to do with it. We went back to my dorm to take a shower and change..and then we went to student center to meet with ben, martha and segu. We all played pool and i played for the first time..martha was showing me how to play with so much patience..hehe...i know i won't be able to poke some balls.

After bored with playing pool, we went to play bowling at coo coos, at first we want to play at the place behind the mall but they were closed, so we had to drive all the way to carterville...it was a fun game, hehe...! We stopped by at walmart on the way back, and i bought alittle present for marilu..it's her birthday today..hope she likes it.

I didn't show up for the surprise party debbie made for her..i know debbie was telling me about it but she didn't remind again me so i was kinda forget about it, and when the clock hits 12...i was far away in marion so i couldn't make it.

I know..i think people will start you know..talking about me..not like gossiping or anything, but they are questioning why i never spare some times to hang out with them??..you know..i always promise to debbie that i will go here and there with her..such as the karaoke presented by taiwanese student association, the soccer game, all those meetings and many others. Marilu and kareen also always ask me to go out with them but i just couldn't make it. I don't know..it's not that i don't want to hang out with them..but i just have a lot of things to do this semester..i have assignment due almost every day, all the tests, project and everything are just killing me. So, having fun at sticks in one of school days is the least thing i wanna do. Besides..clubbing is not really my scene ..!..I don't know..i hope they can understand this..and .to be friends does not mean that you have to hang out, go out and spend times with each other all the time right?

So, after we dropped martha off at ambasador hall, we went for supper at chicago hotdog..i was really hungry. Vero slept over at ben's...hehe...can't imagine that.

Today...we went over to ben's house, vero was still there and we had lunch at kahala. After that, ben took her home and dendre and i went to office max..i needed to buy hp calculator for my finance class, but they didn't have it there. Thank god we finally found it at 710 so, i can catch up with all the materials..(and that..if i can manage to study). I don't mind studying actually you know..if it's for my marketing class. But this is finance..??

I had a group meeting at 8 tonight.....it didn't take that long but i'm getting tired of group meeting.